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Skin
Deep
by Jasmine Haynes
CHAPTER
ONE
"Dinner on
Saturday sounds great, but don't invite one of Ross's friends this
time." Tucking the phone receiver between her shoulder and her ear,
Kirby Prescott kicked off her shoes, then propped her bare feet
on her desk. Her wrap-around skirt fell open to her thighs.
"But you liked
Steve."
"He was mildly
funny, but I don't do short." Dating a short man meant giving up
her high heels to soothe his ego. And a woman simply wasn't dressed
without a gorgeous pair of spiked heels.
Her sister
Kristin tssked primly. "What about Mark?"
"I don't do
bald, either." Especially when a man tried to hide the fact beneath
a tacky comb-over. "If God doesn't crown a guy with abundant hair,
he should accept it gracefully."
"All right.
What if I find someone proud of his shiny pate?"
Yeah, right.
For a woman in Kirby's chosen profession, image was everything,
and that went for the men you dated, too. Cosmetics was a cutthroat
industry. She'd managed to introduce her custom line into many of
San Francisco's exclusive salons. And she wouldn't let anything
stand in the way of future expansion.
"Short or bald
just doesn't cut it, Kristin."
"As much as
I love you, I sometimes worry that you're shallow."
For just a
second that stopped her. Was she shallow? Not. "My, my, you really
have found your balls, haven't you, little sister?"
They were twins,
but Kirby had exploded into the world first. Kristin would always
be her little sister, in more ways than one.
"I'm not trying
to hurt your feelings, but - - "
"I know exactly
what I am, so you can't hurt my feelings. It's all about business."
It wasn't as
if the men she dated wondered why she dated them. She was eye candy
as much as they were. They weren't interested in her mind,
they only cared that other men envied them. And she'd made contacts
aplenty at those dinners, parties, and various other engagements
she'd attended.
She'd learned
the hard way not to give a man any more control over her life -
- or her business - - than an occasional date, a mutually satisfying
sexual experience, and a boot out the door if he overstayed his
welcome.
"There's more
to life than just business," Kristin said. "And the truth is, the
men you date are a bunch of wimps."
"They're gorgeous.
And don't talk to me about wimps when you keep setting me up with
a succession of them."
"A short stature
or a bald head does not necessarily mean a man's a wimp."
"Sure, Kristin.
That's why you picked Mr. Tall-Dark-and-Handsome."
"I'd have chosen
Ross even if he were five foot, bald as an eagle, and weighed four
hundred pounds."
Kirby snorted.
"Luckily you never had to make that choice."
Kristin was
silent for a moment. Kirby's nerves twanged. Her sister was obviously
debating the wisdom of her next words.
"Does it bother
you that I'm getting married?"
"I'm not in
the least jealous of what you've got. In fact, I'm overwhelmed with
joy for you."
Envious? Hah!
Put her alone in a room with a man like Ross Sloan for longer than
it took to fuck, and there'd be bloodshed. And marriage to a man
of his . . . dictatorial ilk? The double homicide would make it
to the ten o'clock news. Everyone would speculate just how they
managed to shoot each other at precisely the same moment.
"I know you're
happy for me. But what about you? What about marriage? And kids?"
"God forbid.
I want variety. I'd die if some man tried to tie me down."
Kristin's voice
faltered. "You make it sound like a death sentence."
"I didn't mean
that. It's fine for the right person. For you. But not for me."
"But if I found
the right man for you - - "
"Do not, and
I repeat, do not match-make for me." Enough was enough. Her
twin had become disgustingly monogamy-minded since catching Ross.
Then again, maybe it was all those wedding plans and baby name books
warping her brain. First comes love, then comes marriage, then
comes Kristin with a baby carriage. Kristin was the mother type.
Kirby couldn't pull that off, didn't want to.
"Spoilsport."
"I like being
single." Kirby liked having choices. She liked making her own decisions.
She liked being her own boss. She liked controlling her own destiny.
And no man would get in her way.
"I just want
you to be happy."
"What makes
you think I'm not happy?" Kirby leaned her head back against her
leather chair. The sun streaming through the window of her high-rise
office warmed the top of her head, but Kristin's statement set her
nerves on edge. She had her own flourishing business. She had delicious
male companions to drape on her arm. And she had . . . freedom.
Why wouldn't she be happy?
"You rarely
smile."
Kirby snickered.
"You're too busy making moon eyes at Ross to notice." But she knew
that was side-stepping the issue. She just didn't give a lot of
thought to how much she smiled.
"All right,"
Kristin ceded the point. "You nit-pick about everything."
"You mean,
I pick on the men you try to set me up with."
"There's always
something wrong with them."
"Maybe it's
because you picked them instead of me." Despite being
twins, they were identical only in looks. Kristin was flat shoes,
muted colors, and understated makeup. At least most of the time.
Kirby, on the other hand, was bright red lipstick, four-inch heels,
and skirts with slits that opened to the thigh.
"What's wrong
with the dates I pick for you?"
The men Kristin
paraded before her were strictly the mini-van type. You'd think
Ross would have a better selection of friends, considering that
the man was a hunk himself. Not that Kirby would have gone out with
any of them. She wasn't into double-dating. Especially not with
Ross and Kristin. They were so . . . in love. All those starry-eyed
looks passing between them, not to mention the hot I-can't-wait-to-rip-your-panties-off
stuff, soured Kirby's stomach.
And that wasn't
jealousy talking. She liked her life exactly the way it was.
But she also
loved her sister. So, she braved the dinners because Kristin wanted
her to like Ross. If only he wasn't such an arrogant asshole. But
then, Kristin seemed to like his subtle control. He was very good
at it, actually. Sweetheart, shall we do this, and sweetheart,
shall we do that? And Kristin just . . . compromised, without
even realizing it.
But her sister
did seem incredibly happy. Kirby wasn't about to poke her nose where
it didn't belong. "Let's drop the subject, shall we? Dinner Saturday
sounds great. What do you want me to bring?"
"Just yourself,
sweetie."
Which was a
good thing. She wasn't particularly domestic. Her best cooking came
out of a gourmet take-out box from Petrici's. "I found a great new
chardonnay from a winery down in Templeton. I'll bring a bottle
of that."
"Wonderful.
Five o'clock?"
"Sure." They'd
hustle her out by ten so they could spend the rest of the evening
in bed, getting all starry-eyed. Which was fine. She'd still be
able to make it for a drink or two at one of her favorite night
spots. Maybe even find a little company.
Except that
after being around Kristin and Ross, sometimes she didn't have the
energy for company. Sometimes, all she wanted was a hot bath, lots
of scented bubbles, and her vibrator, Mr. Perfect.
"Love you.
Gotta go. I have another call coming in."
She didn't,
but she cut the connection anyway. What was wrong with her these
days? It wasn't her biological clock ticking, the way Kristin seemed
to think. But something was missing.
She wasn't
envious of her sister having a man like Ross. She wasn't even envious
of the way he looked at Kristin with that pathetically adoring gaze,
like she was the queen of his world and he'd do anything, absolutely
anything, for her.
That kind of
look would petrify Kirby.
No, it wasn't
envy of what those two had together. It was . . . the intensity
with which they felt it. Kirby had known that feeling, and not so
long ago. She'd felt the same thing as she watched her business
grow, spending fourteen to sixteen hours a day making it all happen.
She'd been alive, focused, obsessed. It had been the most
important thing in her life.
But now she'd
hit some sort of plateau. And nothing seemed to excite her. Not
even sex. Oh, that was still fine of course, but sometimes she actually
preferred Mr. Perfect to the real thing. In fact, she'd starting
thinking of Mr. Perfect as the real thing. Take him out of
his box, elicit five or six quite respectable orgasms, then put
him away again. Out of sight. Out of mind.
She had
become shallow, but not the way Kristin meant. Maybe it was having
turned thirty a couple of months ago, maybe it was Kristin's upcoming
life change. Who knew? But somewhere along the way, Kirby had stopped
experiencing life with . . . passion.
There was only
one thing that still managed to excite her. And she could certainly
do with a little pick-me-up after that conversation.
Yes, what she
needed right now was a Jack Taylor fix.
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Telling Cindy,
her secretary, to hold all her calls, Kirby locked her office door.
Seated once
more behind the desk, she snapped her earpiece in place. She liked
her hands free when she phoned Jack. Propping her feet on the wood
edge, she undid the third and fourth buttons of her blouse.
During the
day, while at work, she limited herself to a sedate two open buttons.
But with the locked door discouraging visitors, she indulged herself.
Let's see,
it was four o'clock back east. Perfect. Jack liked a little pick-me-up
to get him through the late afternoon.
She dialed
his direct line.
"Jack Taylor's
office."
Damn. His secretary.
That meant he was in a meeting.
"This is Kirby
Prescott. Is he in?"
"I'm sorry,
he's got someone with him right now. Would you like his voicemail?"
"Thanks."
She left the
message, unplugged her earpiece, then prowled her office in bare
feet. The carpet was relatively new and still plush. Her toes sank
deliciously into the fibers. Her skin prickled with anticipation.
After a very
long five minutes, the phone rang. Jack's number came up on the
digital readout.
She jammed
the plug for her earpiece back into its socket. "Jack, that latest
shipment of glycolic is crap. It separates. I can't use the stuff."
He was silent
a moment. "Are you wearing panties?"
She smiled,
her muscles relaxing. She flopped back into her chair and tucked
her feet beneath her. "No."
He groaned,
barely more than a rush of air across the phone line. "All right.
Send the whole lot back UPS Red. I'll get a replacement shipment
out tomorrow morning. Too late to do it today."
"You're a doll,
Jack." He was way more than that. He was an animal.
"Are you wearing
a bra?"
"Yes."
A rustle, the
sound of metal chinking, then the rasp of a zipper came through
the earpiece like an electric zap. Then his delicious voice. Even
when he was all business, his voice could almost make her come.
"Was it the new formula that got screwed up?"
"No, this was
the old stuff. I haven't even received a sample of the new."
"All right,
I'll look into what happened. You should have had it on Tuesday."
"Thanks, Jack."
"Take off your
bra."
"Don't you
want my new order first?"
"After you
describe your nipples to me. Are they hard?"
Squeezing her
legs together to intensify the pleasant throb between them, she
massaged the stiff peaks through her silk blouse. "Very."
"God. I want
to touch them. Your blouse, your bra, I want them off now."
"You are so
demanding."
"Yeah. And
you love it. Now take them off."
He was right,
she did love it. His command made her stomach flutter. Normally,
Kirby didn't take orders, she issued them. But Jack Taylor was her
secret indulgence and submission to him her secret vice. It wasn't
like this was real life, after all. It was fantasy.
She unbuttoned
her blouse and scraped the bra across her nipples, moaning loudly
for his benefit.
"You like that,
don't you?" he said.
"The lace of
my bra is scratchy. It makes my breasts tingle."
"I thought
I told you to take it off."
"I'm working
on it." She unsnapped the front clasp, the lace slithering across
her nipples as the cups popped free. "Oh, Jack, will you look at
that? My nipples just got all hard." She circled one with a finger.
"Do you wish you could touch them?"
"God, you're
a tease."
"I aim to please."
"You please
me all right. Now, pinch those tight nipples for me."
She did, electric
shock streaking down between her legs. "That feels so nice."
"Imagine that
I've got your nipple in my mouth. I'm thinking you taste like honey."
"Bite it."
"Sure, baby."
She pinched
harder, then clamped her legs together at the burst of heat.
"God, I want
to fuck you right now. I want my hand in your pussy. Do it for me."
"Do what?"
She liked specifics, liked hearing them said in that deep growl
that indicated he was turned on.
"Spread your
legs and put two fingers in your pussy."
Twisting to
prop her feet on the desk, she slid her skirt up her thighs, and
parted her folds with her fingers.
"Jack, you
make me so wet. Feel how wet I am."
Her fingers
slid in her juices.
"Touch your
clit. Massage it. Pretend it's my tongue. You do want my tongue
on you, don't you?"
"Oh God, yes,
Jack." She closed her eyes and let her head rest on the back of
her chair. "I want you to suck my clit until I scream."
She withdrew
her fingers and rubbed the wet tips across the aching points of
her breasts. "Have you got your cock out?"
"In my hand,
baby. And it's hard as a rock."
God, this was
so fricking kinky, and she loved it. Sex in the afternoon, in her
office, over the phone with a man she'd never met. It couldn't get
any better.
"Rub the tip
against your clit."
With her eyes
closed, the sun beating on her head, she imagined clasping her hand
tightly around that hard cock and rubbing herself to orgasm. Her
hips rotated, picking up the rhythm of her fingers.
"You want me
to eat you, baby?"
"Not yet. I
want to suck you."
She'd been
known to have five orgasms in one phone conversation. But this time
she felt like slowing it down, like concentrating on him, on his
voice, his groans, his orgasm. "Imagine me taking just the crown
between my lips and licking that little drop of cum out of the center."
He made a soft
guttural sound she felt way up inside. "Go on."
"Now I'm sliding
down, swirling my tongue all the way, until I'm taking all of you."
She worked herself gently as she talked, keeping close to the edge,
but still in control. "I'm sucking hard on the way back up. I've
got your balls in my hand and I'm squeezing. Do you like that?"
"Jesus, you're
going to make me come."
"That's what
I want, Jack. I want your cum filling my mouth. I want to swallow
every last drop."
His breath
sawed in her ear. "You make me crazy. I want to fuck you so bad."
"Stick it in
me then. God, Jack, I want it. Hard and fast. Make me scream."
"I'm ramming
you against the desk, baby, and God, are you ever gonna scream."
She shoved
two fingers inside, but it simply couldn't fill her the way she
knew he would if he ever got close enough. Instead, she attacked
her clitoris, slipping, sliding, stroking. Her hips bucked against
the assault.
"Come, Kirby,
do it now, while I'm fucking the hell out of you."
She came when
he told her to, came hard, doubling over with it. "Oh God, Jack.
Oh God. Please, oh please."
The orgasm
seemed to last forever, her muscles spasming around her fingers.
She wanted to scream, but Cindy would hear. Not that she cared,
she just didn't want to share this time with Jack.
His gulp of
air and deep groan signaled his own release. For a space of time
there was nothing but the harsh play of his breath across the phone
line and her own soft sighs as she floated back to earth.
God, it had
been intense, just what she'd craved.
He let out
a long breath, then said, "Jesus, that was good."
Damn right.
Jack was the best. "Thank you."
"Always my
pleasure to pleasure a lady." His breathing hadn't returned to normal.
She liked that she could do that to him.
She wondered
how he cleaned up afterwards. The thought should have had a dampening
quality to the whole interlude, but instead it made her want to
touch herself again. He'd have to take himself in hand to do the
cleanup.
God, she could
have another go at him. She could spend the entire afternoon living
out her fantasies. It was getting sort of crazy. "Jack, we have
to stop doing this."
"Yeah, right,"
he laughed. "You're addicted. You can't stop."
He was right.
She was addicted to the kinkiness of it, to the potential exposure,
and to the fact that she could imagine him to be anything she wanted
him to be. He was on the east coast, she on the west. They'd been
supplier-customer for two years, phone sex lovers for a year. She'd
never asked to meet him; he'd never suggested it either.
The really
strange thing was, they talked, too. About everything. Sometimes,
she actually unloaded on him. And Kirby didn't unload on anyone,
because it just might give away too much. It was sort of crazy the
way she trusted him with her secrets, and even crazier how damn
good it felt. After all, he could have been some scummy creep who'd
suddenly show up on the West Coast, trying to blackmail her. But
being her supplier and working for a large corporate group, he had
more to lose than she did. But even without that safety net, she
felt, well, safe with him.
And the best
thing was, all she had to do to get rid of him was hang up.
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